Nightmarussia II
They say I should be happy where I am right now.
But there’s no room for happiness when I am trapped.
Am I so afraid to die? Am I alone?
Don’t leave me here until I’m dead!
I don’t wanna rest in rotten lands,
And I don’t wanna take part in this crime.
I can’t lose my family and my friends,
I can’t get them out of my mind.
Chorus:
Don’t see the light,
I’m closing my eyes, my eyes.
I’ll escape this empty world.
And I’ll leave it all behind,
It all behind.
They say that I’m a traitor looking down on me.
They call me a coward whispering behind my back.
I feel worn out and pissed off as it feeds my fear,
And everything has gone black.
Eclipse
Trying to erase you,
Trying to forget you,
Trying to restrain all my pride.
But I still can’t forgive you.
Life is so ruthless,
I’ve never understood this.
Everything I held so dear is left behind.
Ruined all I loved,
Ruined all my heart,
I wish I could go on.
I still believe one day it will be stopped, stopped.
Chorus:
All the world just falls apart right beside you,
But you never seem to notice;
Watch us die as we can't break through.
We can't run away.
We're doomed to be burnt in this relentless flame.
Running out of my faith,
Now I seem to be chased.
I have always been blind and denied,
Can’t get rid of my hatred.
You know my every weakness.
You know how to use this.
You know how to hurt me more every time.
All comes crashing down.
Nothing matters now.
I wish it was a dream.
I still believe one day they’ll hear our screams, screams.
In Front Of Enemies
Time will never heal the wounds,
Minds remember just the worst,
War will not reveal the truth,
And peaceful words are of no worth.
Deceitful minds kill innocents,
Though innocence's subjective thing.
And deep inside I still believe
We're all to blame for everything.
Always looking at the things from only one perspective:
We are good and they are bad.
It looks like childish prattling.
Breaking everything we have,
This story's never ending.
We don't accept it, ’cause we're pretending
Somebody tell me who is right?
Is it that bad on the other side?
Why not give up and leave behind
All fears, resentment and pride.
Chorus:
Let's cross the red line
And stop it tonight.
I don’t care if we see this light
For the first and last time.
(And maybe we’ll see this light
For the first and last time)
Time will never heal the wounds,
Minds remember just the worst,
War will not reveal the truth,
And peaceful words are of no worth.
No will, no power, just regret
Is left to fill the ruined lives.
From this day forth until the end
I try to keep the peace of mind.
Break The Broken
You can hardly hide yourself
In the darkest corner,
Thinking that it would be
So much better.
This chaos still makes you cry,
It strangles from the inside.
These prying beggars still ask
For your attention and your heart.
They’ll never leave you all alone unless they get what they
want.
Say goodbye, you’ll never gonna see them.
They’ll haunt you in your darkest dreams unless you give your
freedom.
Say goodbye, you’ll never gonna see them!
Chorus:
Can’t break the broken,
don’t see what hides behind your smile.
They’ll drown in your sweet lies.
You’re like me
And just like everyone around
Dying in our fears.
Spiteful lying hypocrites
Waiting for your failure.
In disguise of innocents
They hate you.
This world is getting insane,
And there’s no one’s to blame.
We’re goin’ down, we degrade,
Not seeing our mistakes.
You’re broken
Behind your smile
Drown in your lies
You’re like me, like everyone around
Dying in fears…
Underrated Attempt
Now I really feel like I’m slowly drowning,
And my darkest fears have been all around me.
There is no way, no strength to fight it.
I pray that one day I’ll stop hiding.
Maybe some day I’ll see the light and feel alive,
Maybe I’ll leave it all behind,
But there’s no time.
Chorus:
I wish this nightmare completely faded,
Wish my fears were not underrated.
Wish this nightmare completely faded,
And my fears weren’t underrated.
All these years I’ve been
Searching for salvation,
But underneath my skin
I feel just devastation.
I’ll find a way though no one hears me.
Don’t care what they say,
I’m gonna break free.
I know one day I’ll see the light
And feel alive.
I hope some day I’ll save my life.
I’ll be fine.
Great Expectations
The sky’s the ceiling of the cage I lived within,
Inventing reasons to rearrange this awful dream.
Am I a pathetic human being? Am I so weak?
I need a taste of things to come now.
I need to breathe.
I need to breathe
And be strong…
Chorus:
It will be better
It will be better
It will be better
Than today.
Please be the one who gives support when I’m in despair.
I’m all alone and I just need you to be there.
Who made me be so longing for the expectations?
Who made my world so full of sorrow and dismay?
I have to overcome the force that always brings me down.
One thousand and second time I need to start again.
Start again
To move on…